Introducing My New Patreon!

I haven’t yet nailed down a job here in New York, although I am searching and my resume is looking pretty spiffy if I do say so myself. Last time I searched for a job this hard, I had no experience at anything and nearly got sucked into that knife-selling thing before finally landing a…

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What I Need

At this point in my life, when I have no steady income or housing lined up for myself beginning in June, it can be easy to panic. To spend hours lying awake with possible scenarios scrambling around my head, planning, counting dollars, counting bills to pay. But when I feel like I’m on too much…

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No Script

We had been talking about it since September, but then all of a sudden in January, we decided to do it. It seemed like one of those crossroads, that last chance: live an interesting life, or settle down into something safe and easy. Unlike most of the more youthful crossroads, we actually had the safe…

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Too Late

Is it true that everything has broken wide open in the past few years? Or is it just that I came out from under the rock that was once my home and actually began to pay attention? Whichever the case, I promise you, it is too late for us to go back now. Oh, I’m…

Imaginary Conversations With My Father

Like many people who are anxious or a bit socially awkward, I constantly run potential conversations in my mind to see how they might go, before I have to actually have them. Tonight’s imaginary conversations are brought to you courtesy of my parents saying (threatening?) that they want to visit me.   Me: “Hey Dad…

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When I Loved A Straight Girl

Back before I came out to myself, life was a bit weirder than I was told it was going to be. There was a lot of confusing sexual stuff which I didn’t even realize was confusing at the time. Those memories are little jokes to myself. Oh younger me, I think, you’re clearly so queer…